Introductions

[DevilIncarnate]

Maybe a proper introduction is always the polite option .

Male, around 55. Working hard. Functional alcoholic. Pervert.

This 'hobby' started when I was a young boy when I was reading Fumetti's - Italian pulp comics with the same subjects. It probably fucked me up.

Some of my key interests: BDSM, roleplay, damsels in distress, horror movies, insex, abduction, rape fantasies, hard comics, Fumetti's, metal, whips and many more.

My dream came through with AI, I don't have any skills for drawing/painting and I always wanted to make those things. So I use AI now in my spare time to fulfill my fantasies. I'm also trying to make some role play SillyTavern cards.

Of course, this is just my fantasy world, a feverish dream - I'm actually surrounded IRL by some fantastic, smart and sweet women .

It can be that I go MIA sometimes - means that I need to step away from my dream world.

And you, who are my fellow perverts?

[alebeard]

Maybe a proper introduction is always the polite option .

Male, around 55. Working hard. Functional alcoholic. Pervert.

This 'hobby' started when I was a young boy when I was reading Fumetti's - Italian pulp comics with the same subjects. It probably fucked me up.

Some of my key interests: BDSM, roleplay, damsels in distress, horror movies, insex, abduction, rape fantasies, hard comics, Fumetti's, metal, whips and many more.

My dream came through with AI, I don't have any skills for drawing/painting and I always wanted to make those things. So I use AI now in my spare time to fulfill my fantasies. I'm also trying to make some role play SillyTavern cards.

Of course, this is just my fantasy world, a feverish dream - I'm actually surrounded IRL by some fantastic, smart and sweet women .

It can be that I go MIA sometimes - means that I need to step away from my dream world.

And you, who are my fellow perverts?

Greetings and salutations o spiritual brother of mine
I am 56 years old so depending on exactly how 55 you are, we may be less than a year apart.
I understood my nature and got into this when I was about 14 years old. I became obsessed once I was 18 years old and was able to go into adult book shops with the old bondage house books, especially the rape stories. When I was in my twenties I created RPP stories, which was a huge rape fantasy story site that is actually still around, run by a friend of mine that I'll be maybe rebuilding soon
For me the stories were probably my first real concrete understanding of my desires.  
Like a lot of people, I struggled with the desire to non-consensually sexually abuse, grope, molest, and do horrible things to all these beautiful girls. It was at odds with my actual love of people and a lot of women who I loved and liked. It caused a vortex of emotions and self-recrimination within myself that I'm sure you and other people may or may not be able to relate to
I was able to find that place within myself and redirect that energy towards girls. As I got older, women who also wanted to explore that appeared, and I was stunningly lucky to find people like that, especially given the strangeness of my life.

I'm probably a functioning drug addict as compared to an alcoholic, although it's just the smoky stuff now. I used to do a lot of acid and mushrooms when I was quite a bit younger, and meth and coke and all that fun stuff. Now it's just down to weed and coffee. I don't even drink anymore and I haven't had a cigarette in 20 years
But much like you, I have no artistic talent when it comes to drawing. I actually have a little bit of degeneration in my small muscle motor coordination of my hand, which I've had since I was a kid, so I don't draw particularly well. I've been just loving AI art. I would always be thrilled to collaborate with anyone else who's into doing it and exchange ideas